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back for good!XDDD

2007-06-29T22:35:00.000-07:00

shucks! it's been months since i last updated and visited this site... i was about to delete this blog when i read from here that it would be best to just leave a link to my new site. but i suddenly realized, it would be a loss of something in my part if i abandon this. i could probably use this for other purposes. ^_^ so, what i did was to tweak the layout and voila! i love the finished product.XDDD i could just stare at the banner like forever.<333 thanks to Lola Alaa for the banner she created for me.

life updates...

2006-08-31T22:36:00.000-07:00

wow! i've not updated this journal of mine, for months! that's so long... hehehe. anyways, last Monday, i've just finished reading the book Cel lend me--Wither. actually, she lend me five books, but i haven't read the 5th book (Stainless Longganisa) because Shin borrowed it from me... but it's okay. i'm already occupied in reading my book (Interview with the Vampire). kinda, old isn't? but it's okay. i'm so hooked up reading vampire books!

arrrghh! i so want to see Dir en grey! but i don't have the money + i'm too far... why did it have to be me? Oh, how i wish i can watch their live performance in US!

T_T we'll be migrating to US this september, and i still can't believe it. i mean, after waiting for almost 4 years, my family can now live there. but i'm gonna miss the Philippines. i've got lots of happy and sad moments from this country of mine. i'm gonna miss my friends and classmates. i'm gonna miss our house. i'm gonna miss my relatives. i'm gonna miss celebrating Christmas and New Year with my relatives and friends. i'm gonna miss eating my favorite Filipino food--esp. kakanin. i'm gonna miss everything here in the Philippines. but i'll return. YUP! definitely!

another update: i've got my hair cut. too tired of having a long hair + everyone seems to have the same hairstyle (was it called mullet? short hair at the front, long at the back) like me. sheesh! actually, there are benefits for having a short hair:
>easy to manage
>you won't wanste too much shampoo
>you don't have to use too much hair accessories
>it's cool
>you won't get other people angry at you because you won't be able to whip their face with your hair while riding the jeepney...
etc. etc.

....i still have to upload my Deg audio file and other Jrock artists at Streamload, so i won't lose them. i can't live without them!
song abstinence=death!

anyways, here are some Deg quizzes, i took.. LOL

Shinya got me pregnant? Gosh! Wish it's Kaoru.. LOL

Wow! Die's so fast! Ha3!

i don't even know how did it go in the end.. ??

omg! Kaoru finds me sexy!

huh? Toshiya? *shocked*

i've just noticed that, i don't have any bad results with Toshiya... and Kaoru too... hmm... i just wish that i'll get married to Kaoru... not Toshiya...

it's so hot today...

2006-05-03T00:18:00.000-07:00

it's getting hotter and hotter in the Philippines! i always look forward for a long cold bath but after 5 minutes, i'm soaking all over again with sweat. EWWW~ but even if it's hot, i still love Summer!

too bad... the swimming that my friends and i are planning, backfired... *sighs*

anyways, yesterday, me and Sheen planned on visiting Gelou's house. unfortunately, Ge didn't called to tell us her address at home, so we went to SM Megamall. we didn't bring that large amount of money (and she's still pulling my leg to watch Silent Hill movie), so when we felt hungry, we (only) ate halo-halo at Chowking. afterwards, i pulled her to National Bookstore, to browse for pocketbooks then, we went to the arcade. we played airhocky for two times (and for the scores, we're even), ball-shooting, gun-shooting (and i wasted Php 15 for the game!) and of course my favorite..... *drum roll* CAR RACING! we played it for four times! woah!

FIRST GAME - 3rd place
SECOND GAME - 1st place
THIRD GAME - 1st place
FOURTH GAME - 2nd place

after spending almost my pocket money, we decided to go home, only to be blocked by a man (who works as a card reloader at Time Zone). i can't help but smile at Sheen, when he asked for her cellphone no. and name.

when we left, i laughed and teased all the way to the exit. ha3! it was really a good laugh. *sighs*

yes! i can now attend my last drums session! can't wait for tomorrow. my hands are itching for some drum grooves!

T_T My Name is Kim Sam Soon has already reached its last episode last Friday... i'm gonna miss watching it and also ogling over Hyun Bin's gorgeous face. *sighs* he looks so much like Die-sama...

but i'm glad that GOKUSEN is now being aired at GMA 7!

inspired...

2006-04-26T20:01:00.000-07:00

ahhhh! my drums lessons are not only getting harder each sessions but also trickier... *sighs* but at least i can now play the 'double bass' thing without hurting my right leg, but my left foot hurts whenever i step on the hi-hat. *sighs* i have to practice more so i can play better. and so i can be a great drummer like Shinya (of Dir en grey)! i won't lose hope! hehehe...

drum lessons...

2006-04-20T22:34:00.000-07:00

i've started attending my drums lesson since Tuesday and i think it's one of my so-called "uneasy days". i feel so anxious and agitated that i couldn't help imagining myself commiting mistakes. ywah, i've learned some basic drumming skills from Rei but still it's different when you acquire skills from someone you don't even know.
actually, my teacher was kind. but he's also strict especially when i really find it hard to perform well. he always makes me repeat over and over again until my arms and my right leg are protesting to take a rest. i really find it hard to do the 'double bass' thing, so he gave me an assignment to practice harder. now, i can do it but still with difficulty. i think i should do more warm-ups...

Jass also has started attending her piano lessons. go Jass! i know you can do it!

my friends with me at our classroom...

with my bestfriends...

comp. shop...

2006-04-17T03:24:00.000-07:00

i'm here inside a computer shop with my classmate Sheen. i've just finished helping and editing my female classmates description (or was it a bio? whatever!) for our yearbook. phew!

and i was old two times to stop watching videos at youtube... *sighs then frowns*

anyways, we'll be going to Antipolo after this to check out the resort that we'll be swimming at this coming Friday. sana matuloy...

and tomorrow will be the start of my drums lesson.. kinakabahan ako! takte!

slumber party

2006-04-06T22:19:00.000-07:00

i still feel tired and worn-out since last night after we (me, Sheen, Talen, Wilbee, Paula, Monina, Rei, Yddette, Gelou, Aubrey and Arra) spent the whole night sleeping at Cel's house. we spent the whole night outside their house where her Father contructed a tent for us to sleep at. we chatted, told stories, shared opinions and feelings, and stuffed ourselves with food.

when we all decided to get some sleep, some where inside the tent while we (me, Talen, Aubrey, Monina and Cel<--our bed arrangement) contented ourselves outside with two folding-beds placed side by side as our beds. it wasn't really comfortable because in my place, even if i was wearing jogging pants, i was chilling cold due to the electric fan placed opposite of me; and we are all cramped up that our backs are scratching with each other and it was all because Cel and Monina were budging towards us (because they were scared after they imagined scary things), pushing the three of us to the edge of the bed. Talen felt pity on me because i was being pushed against the bed hamper; she and Aubrey were experiencing uneasiness and backpains too because, the two folding-bends weren't aligned with each other causing one of the bed to bulk.

plus, i haven't managed to sleep because i was being attacked by mosqitoes even if we had the mosquito net to cover us. now, i have red bite marks on my arms and some on my feet (the socks was vain too).
but even if we were all tired and full of mosquito bites, it was fun.
and also, we have officially formed our Daypu Club this day... Sheen, you're so hentai!

my own graduation address...

2006-04-04T20:26:00.000-07:00

our graduation turned out to be a success! i'm really glad that all of us 4th year students graduated... all of the tears and sweat that we have shed through the course of 10 months inside the school didn't became worthless but instead turned out to be of true value...

i'll miss our play practices, our class blackboard that was almost full of reminders and schedules written on it (just what Jass had told us through her valedictory address), our group projects, our mind-boggling quizzes and tests, the bustles and clamors inside the classroom, the rumors flying around our room, the events and programs held inside our school, the victory and loss that we all have experienced, and many more... i didn't expect it to be this way--that everything that had happened during my 4th year in school will all end. indeed, time flies...

even if i had undergone lots of pressure and hardships inside school, i'm glad because beyond all that, i learned lots of things and i met lots of great friends who are always supportive, loyal, understanding and loving.

still, i'm the same person, who doesn't take everything seriously (but sometimes i do...), who still hates doing assignments and projects, and who always will be lazy in everything; but i had undergone lots of changes too, for i was molded, shaped and pruned by my experiences and by the people who i've met along the way called "highschool life"...

i won't forget each and everyone of my classmates and schoolmates... the bitter and sweet memories that each of us had contributed will always be etched in my heart and instilled in my mind... thank you all!

halo-halo...

2006-04-03T09:41:00.000-07:00

i went to Zyn's house a while ago to deliver my late birthday gift to her... i hope that she'll like it.

i'm getting addicted to My Name is Kim Sam Soon! i just can't get it out of my head. even if i'm busy doing something, i'll lay it aside for awhile only to watch it. thanks to Rei, i already had watched the whole 16 episodes. i really love it because the plot and the contents is superb and poignant even if it's simple, and the actors and actresses are really great! they really have done a great job portraying the characters; the only thing that bothers me is, the outcome of the affair of Sam Soon's older sister with the head chef. i really don't know what happened to them... anyways, it's good! no, it's great!

tomorrow, will be our graduation which will be held at UP Theater. i'm kinda nervous, but i'm glad that i had finished highschool. i wouldn't be suprised if most of my classmates will burst into tears or will perform the "group-hug thing". *sighs*

my dream of getting a mullet haircut had already been fulfilled. Jass told me that my haircut looks like that of Shinya's (actually i used the picture of him taken from The Final).
she took a pic of my hair from the back for two times and even told me to put a thumbs-up, which really struck me as weird @_@... i'll probably post the pics soon if she finished sending it to my email. anyways, Congratulations Jass! Go Valedictorian!

shucks! i still have to write letters for my friends... *sighs*

final exams....

2006-03-17T07:43:00.000-08:00

yes! our finals are finally over! the last test i took in highschool.. no more reviews! no more sleepless nights due to projects and assignments!

but i'm gonna miss all of it..

anyways, our play in Filipino totally hit! many students attacked the AVR only to watch our play. all of them laughed their asses off, even though i had to shed my well-kept reputation *nice.. well-kept nga ba talaga?* off. anyways, i played the part of a drunkard, a party girl and Sadako.

i'm excited for tomorrow! can't wait to attend the anime gathering in PUP!

test results...

2006-03-13T22:38:00.000-08:00

yah.. i'm so disappointed and sad about my UST result.. i didn't passed. sad to say, but it really is the truth. maybe because i'm not a genius or maybe it's because that i haven't managed to finish answering all the questions (which is really a fact). who could blame me? the tickiing time written on the whiteboard (which was always being erased for update), always pressures me everytime i took a gaze on it. but, i didn't gave up.. i still have 2 cards...

and the other card to PUP turned out to be a blessing! i passed! yes! i can't belive it at first, but still... anyways, my UP result, is still pending... actually me and Elisha were the only ones with our names printed and included in the results (both of us pending). i don't even expected it to turn it that way, because i really haven't studied, and there are other students in my school who are superior than me when it comes to academic skills. but, i don't want to expect that i'll pass--i don't want to feel disppointed, again..

pls. pray that i'll pass in UP....

random events...

2006-02-27T05:00:00.000-08:00

okay... i haven't updated because i'm too busy with my projects, and i can't help myself for procrastinating... anyways, last feb. 23, i watched the concert but i didn't managed to finish it.. i only watched two of the bands before Rocksteddy and Mojofly.... grabe! ang gulo! total slam-an to the max! buti nasa front ako... may mga tumatalon at may mga nag-swi-swimming sa ere! buti, i managed to go home, safe... *lol* manonood pa ako ng My Name is KSS eh... *lol*

last saturday, we performed our field demo then, afterwards, me and my friends went straight to the mall... we went skating for less than 1 hour... at nadapa pa ako.. hehehehe...

and now... i'm tired... kailangan ko talaga ng pahinga... at bwisit na ubo to! nakakahiya na talaga. sana gumaling na ako!

my quiz result:

Charmaine --

[noun]:

A person with a taste for acorns

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Shinya-look-alike

2006-02-22T10:27:00.000-08:00

la lang... ipo-post ko yung picture ng choreagrapher na kamukha ni Shinya! ehehehehe... taken from our JS Prom...
1, 2. si Cel at si Monina ang nasa tabi niya...
credits: Rei and Cel

yes! tomorrow will be our school's foundation day! and tomorrow will be the concert of Rocksteddy and Mojofly in our school!

...sana naman bumenta yung booth namin... nakasalalay pa naman ang grade namin dun!

adik ako...

2006-02-19T06:29:00.000-08:00

ehehehe... mga ilang araw na rin akong di nakaka-update.. anyways, gusto ko lang batiin ang taong iniidolo at hinahangaan ko ng buong-puso at kaluluwa (exajj ^^;) si Kaoru Niikura!

Belated Happy Birthday sayo!

at kay Kyo na rin... ang vocalist ng Deg na hinahangaan ko dahil sa boses at sa ka-kyut-tan niya!

malilimutan ko ba si Shinya? Advance Happy Birthday sayo!

*switches to fan-girl mode*kinikilig ako kapag naririnig ko ang name na Shinya, kasi yung choreagrapher sa school namin super kamukha niya! omg! as in uber talaga! yung eyes, yung posture, yung body structure, at color ng hair! kaso, sad to say... gay sia... hai... sayang talga...

*switches to normal mode*...at siempre, malilimutan ko bang batiin ang aking sarili? Belated Happy Birthday to me! *lol* grabe, ang tanda ko na... pero aus lang un kasi mahahabol ko na si Gackt at si Kaoru!

mga adik kong classmates...

mga adik kong

kabarkada...

go Arra! kaya mo yang ubusin!

thanks nga pala kay Rei--sa gift nia na drumsticks at bass book, kay Jass--sa mga handkerchiefs, kay Arra--sa clock at picture frame, kay Cel--sa book, kay Gelou--sa mga balloons, at kina Jonats, Jenny at Mary Joy--sa banner na ginawa nio at siempre sa lahat ng mga bumati at dumalo sa b-day party ko....

anyways, kahapon nga pala pumunta ako with Aubrey sa UST dahil may TomasinoTAKU event.... mga 3:41 pm na nga nakarating dun eh kasi, ang tagal sumipot nina Cel at Rei dahil sinundo pa nila si Lea.. at dahil dun nagkahiwalay pa kami.. badtrip talaga, pero naging masaya ako kasi nandun sina, Micchie at si Roch. nakita ko rin si Mari at si Mao at Kai... at tsaka, nandun ung taong pinagtatawanan ko.. i won't mention the name, baka kasi mahuli ako.. *lol* grabe, kapag nakikita ko sia naaalalako yung butiki sa bahay namin... hai.. salamat sayo naging masaya kaming dalawa!

*switches to fan-girl mode*sobrang naadik ako ngayon sa Koreanovelang: "My Name is Kim Sam Soon". uber talga... natutuwa ako sa story nia at sa mga actors at actresses.. waaahh! sobrang crush ko si Hyun Bin! everytime nakikita ko sia, parang mag-e-explode ako! super hottie nia!

*switches to normal mode*nakakainis na tong ubo ko... nakakahiya na talaga.. hai... bukas pasukan na naman, at sigurado pag-uusapan na naman ang mga naganap sa JS Prom.. buti hindi ako sumama... pero aus lang kasi bukas, ipapalabas ang My Name is KSS! *sencia na ha... adik eh..*

work

2006-02-10T09:58:00.000-08:00

waaaahh! nangangarag na ako! ang daming projects! mapapagod at ma-se-stress na naman ako... at may JS Prom at Foundation day pa.. *sighs*

Economics - magtayo ng isang booth na ang purpose ay magbenta ng mga product ng napiling rehiyon
TLE - gumawa ng research paper tungkol sa na-assign na report at gumawa ng written reviewer mula chapter 16-24
Filipino - gumawa ng research paper tungkol sa 13 na mga awtor na nakalista sa notebook namin at magpractice para sa comedy play
English - mag-memorize ng oratorical piece at magpractice para sa speech choir

anyways, nalalapit na ang birthday ng isa sa mga close friends ko--si Arra! *lol* ang tanda mo na! hukluban! hehehehe

may binabasa ako ngayon, yung Black Angel... maganda yung storya kaso, di ko pa tapos kasi ang daming ginagawa... yung Tuesdays with Morrie, nakaka-touch. sana makahanap din ako ng isang taong tulad ni Morrie. sobrang optimistic at parang walang problema..

Birthday nga pala ngayon ni You -- ang violinist, guitarist at friend ni Gackt!

kasayahan!

2006-01-28T21:55:00.000-08:00

yesterday was fun! our arrival time to school was moved to 1:00 pm so i was so happy! so the hours before 1:00 pm was spent by biking and jogging at Manila East (near Mcdo).

actually we don't have our own bike (because the tires of Sheen's bike was flat) so we hired a tribike from a man for thirty pesos (1 hour). i'm not really good at riding a tribike, and i've had a bad experience from it. Sol, i ended up buming to a car. and the funny part was that, the driver was inside so we (me, Sheen and Gelou) apologized. great thanks to Gelou; if she didn't pushed us away, we might end up paying for the damages... *lol* but it really was funny...

but after that, i had managed to maneuver it well... but i have to bike it really slowly.

we (me, Talen, Sheen, Aubrey, Gelou) took turns in biking while Cel contended herself attaching to the bike while rollerblading...

after biking, jogging, and rollerblading, we returned the tribike, ate breakfast at Mcdo and went back to Sheen's house to get our things.

then, we went straight to Cel's house, and in there, we all took a bath together. we all went wild, messy and noisy inside the bathroom. ang saya talaga!

then Monina arrrived while we are all getting dressed. then, we had lunch and readied ourselves to go to school.

we arrived at school late and we rushed to the AVR for the seminar (True Love Waits).

the seminar was good and i really like the speaker: Mrs Maloi Malibiran Salumbides.

after the seminar, we went to Dior's house to celebrate her 16th birthday! *shucks! ang daming tao! pero masaya naman!*

ngayon, i'm listening to L'Arc's True album... ngayon na lang ako nakikinig ng mga songs nila at buti bumili na ako ng Awake album nila.. at yes! i already got my Kagrra's Hisai! hehehe.. thanks Cel! thanks to Chinny for the cds!

happy birthday Haido! ang tanda mo na!

i'm nervous! sana pasado ako sa USTet!

half...

2006-01-21T18:34:00.000-08:00

tomorrow the dreaded cheering contest will be held at Marikina Sports Gym... and i'm so.... HAPPY! hehehe... actually, i decided to quit than to humiliate myself in front of many people or even wear SUPER short skirts! phew! but we (my friends, also decided to quit for their own good) will watch the contest to 'cheer' the cheerers.

anyways, we already had our first day of exam (3rd periodical test), and thank goodness the tests are not as hard as i expected it to be. the second day of exam will resume on monday...

and hell does not end in here...

i still have to do a research work for computer, an oral and written report, and the Physics project... *sighs*

but for now, i'll concentrate or rather preoccupy myself for tomorrow's event and also ice skating at the mall!

Purga na sa Cheering...

2006-01-13T21:34:00.000-08:00

i'm relieved that our group finished the 'Romeo and Juliet' play. i was really nervous and jumpy for couple of hours before the actual play. who wouldn't be? if you're the one who will play the lead role as Romeo like me! but the play didn't turned out to be a disaster. i didn't know that it was also fun 'playing roles'... but it was really hard to evoke manly feelings... anyways, the audience liked it and i'm really happy about it.

*switching to pissed-off mode*

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i hate people insisting you to do a thing you hate to do or simply pisses you off. and that's what i'm feeling right now...

even from the beginning, i really HATE cheering. as in uber. it's exhausting and stressful + it's completely pointless (for me). why would you do something that would deprive of your energy.

okay. maybe i'm becoming too offensive or OA, but i really hate it! it's not only the reason i don't want to join the stupid cheering competition (with other schools) but also, the 3rd grading periodical exam is edging ever nearer + the Physics project + the uber short skirt that we are forced to wear. i super hate wearing short skirts or shorts that shows off flesh or skin.

i don't know what i'll do... they want me to join the group to show my cooperativeness to my classmates and as what they always say to prevent me from defecting: "mahirap mag-adjust at isa pa mahirap kapag mababawasan ng isa."

not that i want to cooperate with them, it's just that... WHY SHOULD I DO SOMETHING WHICH I HATE? it's completely pointless right? i'm not a puppet--i hate being manipulated and forced.

*switching back to happy mode*

i already got my Hide's Alivest cd! Thanks Chinny!

ka-eklatan...

2005-12-29T21:02:00.000-08:00

wow! i haven't updated my blog for so long... and i haven't posted what happened last Dec. 18.. a gathering happened--Ozinefest, and it was really blast! it happened at Robinson Galleria and there many people who came. the venue was a little cramped but it was really fun...

at ang lakas pa ng loob ko na sumali sa karaoke contest! but (fortunately), i didn't made it time to register... baka kasi mapahiya lang ako.. hehehehe n_n;

anyways, we took lots of pictures with the cosplayers from Aubrey's camera, pero di lahat na send sakin, kaya ito lang...

at eto ang relago daw sakin ni Aubrey para daw sa Pasko... hai... katabi ko yung nakakatuwang cosplayer...

...aking napanood ang concert ng Luna Sea na Final Act at.... waaahh! naaadik ako sa kanila! ang ganda ng mga songs at ang wafu ni Inoran! T_T kaso, they're already defunct... ba't ganun? sayang naman sila...

..ang wafu talaga ni Inoran! sabi ng sis ko may resemblance daw sila ni Haido... pero mas gusto ko si Inoran! hihihih... lagot kay Akki at kay Zyn!

at isa pa, naaadik din ako kay Hide. i haven't seen his live performances, pero nagugustuhan ko yung mga songs niya... kaso... Hide... RIP...

para sa mga Kaoru x Die fan na katulad ko..

Meri Kurisumasu Minna-san!

2005-12-25T20:09:00.000-08:00

I just want to greet everybody Merry Christmas!

hang-over

2005-12-01T04:14:00.000-08:00

waaah! may hang-over pa rin ako! shucks! grabe! ang saya ng UP KAME! kasama ko pagpunta don yung classmate ko na si Cel. mga 1:30-2:00 pm yata ang oras nang kami'y makarating. nakakahiya nga kay Cel kasi late ako sa meeting namin. censia na po... *pisu*

pagkarating namin dun, nagsisimula na yung program.. una kong nakita si Zyn, tsaka ang kanyang mga sisters at kanyang Mama. na-meet ko din si Joan--yung former classmate ko nung elementary... saya! nagulat nga ako nang makita ko sia eh.

nagpicture-picture kami nina Zyn, kaya lang si Cel ayaw sumama.. nahihiya yata. after that, humiwalay muna kami, at tumingin-tingin sa mga stands sa loob.

si Cel, bumili ng Otakuzine at Naruto stuff. ako naman, naghihintay na dumating si Chinny para sa mga orders ko. tapos napunta kami sa left side ng hall kung saan may bidding.. grabe! feast for the eyes talaga yung mga posters.. may Gackt, Hyde, L'Arc~en~Ciel at Dir en grey. nagpaburn si Cel ng DNAngel tsaka nag-bid sa isang poster ng Diru. sabi pa niya, para daw sakin yon. ako naman, di ko sineryoso... kala ko loko lang.. nagpaburn din ako ng Macabre album ng Deg.

napagod kami, kaya umupo muna kami sa mga vacant seats sa likod. nakakatuwa at nakakatawa yung mga sumali sa karaoke contest, tsaka yung mga nag-perform ng Karate. dapat nga sasali ako, kaso puro mga Jpop ang kinakanta nila, so hindi na ako sumali.. *nice ang lakas ng loob!*bawat minuto yata lagi naming tinitingnan yung bid namin, baka kasi may nagpatong. buti naman wala... tapos, nakita ko din si Micchie, Akki at Patty.

pumila kami sa isang area kung saan nagbibigay yung HERO ng freebies--stickers! ang cute! cosplay na, maraming rumampa. shucks! nakakalunod yung mga nagcosplay ng Naruto. ang dami nila! nakakatuwa sila at tsaka yung comic cosplay.. omg! nakakatawa talaga!

siguro around 5:30-6:00 pm dumating si Chinny nakuha ko na rin yung mga orders ko. yun, konting usap kami..

bumalik uli kami sa bidding area kaso di pa daw ma-re-release, mga 7:00 pm pa daw, so dinaanan muna namin yung Macabre ko, tapos pumunta kami sa 2nd floor.

grabe! freaky talaga! lagi na lang lumalapit yung Korean-looking guy sa min. pagpasok pa lang namin sa entrance, nasa tabi na namin sia. tapos sa 2rats nandun din sia, at katabi namin sia sa panonood ng cosplay, pati ba naman sa 2nd floor! whoah! siguro stalker ni Cel! *lol* pero in fairness, ganda ng eyes nia ha...

bumaba kami, tapos pinuntahan na namin yung bidding area. at wala talagang nagpapatong! shucks! ang saya namin! ilang minutes na lang... at nagcount-down pa kami! 3..2..1.. yeheey! binigay na yung poster. buti konti lang ang Diru fans... hehehe *salbahe ko* nagulat ako, nang inabot nia yung poster. sabi nia gift daw nia sakin. sabi ko: "ah.. okay. talaga? wag na.." pero seryoso yung mukha nia, so ako naman, talagang na-suprise. i waited for it to sink in my system, tapos tsaka ako natuwa! niyakap ko nga sia, at nagulat sia. buti di ako sinuntok... hehehe..

yon, nagpaalam kami sa kanila.. sayang nga lang kasi isang banda lang ang nakita namin--yung Progeny.. hai... but still, masaya pa rin ako! dami kong bitbit!

...kaso kabado ako kasi baka pagalitan ako, dahil gabi na ko nakuwi. at thank goodness! di ako pinagalitan! ang ganda talaga ng araw ko! sabi pa ni Cel, pinagdasal daw kami ni Totchi at Kaoru kaya ang saya namin...

kinabukasan, test sa UST. ang aga kong ginising ng Mom ko. grabe.. full support ako dahil kasama ko buong pamilya ko sa pagkuha ko ng test. hehehe...

yon, buti naman maaga pa kaming nakarating. nakita ko yung mga schoolmates ko na si Owen at Meji. pareho kami ng building, kaso iba ng floor, so we parted. kala ko nga di ko makikita yung room ko, buti naman at nakita ko..

grabe ang tagal bago kami pinapasok sa room. we waited for 3 minutes for our proctor, buti naman sumipot pa sia.. inarrange kami alphabetically--nasa unahan ako near the door. at advantage yon kasi katabi ko sa right ay pader at sa left isang girl, kaya di ako na-pre-pressure. we first answered the Mental Ability test, tapos tsaka kami nagsimula sa mga subjects: English, Math at Science. sa sobrang seryoso ko sa test, di na ako kumain.

yon, pagkatapos ng test, lumabas na kami ng UST at kumain sa Goldilocks. then we took a bus ride papuntang Greenhills. bumili ako ng Hide album at Blitz 5 days concert ng deg (2-4 cds) sa JAE. hai... ang saya ko..

ang lakas na naman ng tama ko...

2005-11-15T21:41:00.000-08:00

[Matagal na po itong entry na to... di ko lang na-post dito..]

try to look straight at those sharp eyes of his... so innocent yet so cute...

how small and cuddly he appears to be...

and how famous and wafu he is now...

okay.. malakas na nga ang tama ko... pasensya na... hai... n_n;

laro tayo ng basketball>>

2005-11-15T21:23:00.000-08:00

arrggh! everything i just wrote minutes ago vanished in just one second! ang galing talaga!

anyways, we lost the game. yah. our girl's basketball team was dumped after playing with SUMULONG.

actually, isa lang pala yung kalaban naming school. but they're really tough!

the players were mostly good at 3 point shots and were quick, but still we had managed to have fun.

para kaming naglalaro ng agawang-buko.

at eto pa, kaming tatlo ng mga kasama kong 4th year ay nakasuot ng pink jerseys! hahaha! at pahiram lang samin yun ng mga Mayon boys! *lol*

grabe! talagang kitang-kita kami dun!

the most fun part was when we three (Cel, Gelou and me) together with Rachelle (a table tennis player but was recruited at the climax of the game *lol*) and Jam (3rd year) entered the court. we all end up laughing and smiling.

we didn't really took the game seriously.

there's one girl named Aya, who was really tough. she's tall and was hard to guard with.

but at the end of the game, we congratulated them. we shook hands with them. mababait naman sila. and guess what, ina-arbor nila yung jerseys namin! eh hindi naman samin yun eh! *lol*

waaah! T_T si Eddie Guerrero, patay na!

it's really hard to think that my favorite wrestler was dead...

R.I.P

i-N-i-S!

2005-11-10T21:43:00.000-08:00

ahhhhh! i feel anxious and uneasy! bwisit! kinakabahan ako! who wouldn't be if you're one of the players in a girl's basketball team who would be competing for tommorrow's TAPRISA! ahhhh! and our team didn't even had a serious and decent practice! bakitnamankasisinalipaako! it wasn't in my plans to join and compete with 11 schools! imagine that! atfeelingkomagkakalatlangakongtae! waaahh! T_T yoko na!

anyways, shuper adik na naman ako sa yaoi, especially KaoruxDie pairing! at school i told a yaoi story to my DeG adik classmate--Monina and she went rigid for a sudden after i was finished. *lol* and i have to save her a yaoi fanfic in her floppy disk. hai.. it's my fault she got obssessed.. *sighs*

Metrosexuals = Bishounens (?)

2005-11-07T20:19:00.000-08:00

i've been pondering this for days and it's still stuck inside my head... i even talked this out to Chinny...

according to Wikipedia....
Metrosexual is a term coined in 1994 (along with the noun, metrosexuality) by British journalist Mark Simpson, who used it to refer to an urban male of any sexual orientation who has a strong aesthetic sense and spends a great deal of time and money on his appearance and lifestyle.

while...

Bishōnen ▶(?) (美少年, also transliterated bishounen; literally, "beautiful boy") is a specific Japanese aesthetic concept of the ideally beautiful young man. The prefix bi (美 specifically refers to feminine beauty.
The bishōnen is typically quite slender and not very muscular, with a tapered chin, stylish hair, and an overall effeminate or androgynous appearance.

similarities:
>>both describes men as effeminate
>>sometimes both words are used or attached to homosexuals (which i find really insulting n_ñ)

difference:
>>metrosexuals tend to spend their time and money for the purpose of beauty, hygiene and lifestyle; while bishounens are naturally or born-to-be-with androgynous faces and slender yet manly bodies.

at these point, i have came up with a (stupid) idea that most Bishounens are metrosexuals...

i stumbled on a site full of AIKO's pictures! so cool! here's one:

isn't she cute? i miss her songs...

and here's a Gackt news: He will be featured in the game--Final Fantasy VII: Dirge of Cerberus. yup! but not a singer to perform the main theme but as a character--not as a virtual ego of his but as the real Gackt filmed by a camera! isn't it great?! click here for more!

another picture of him from the Kawaguchi Autorace... nakaw ko lang po hehehehe n_n;

Tut... tut..

2005-10-29T21:52:00.000-07:00

at last! i can already have a long night sleep. anyways, our section won at the cheering competition, and also our muse representing our section won too! also no more projects (as of now) and also i'll be able to read the book Cel lent me: "Death of Riley".

grrrr! crap! our pc is slowing down again. actually me and my sisters already had deleted most of the bulky files we have stored in our most treasured folders but it's no use. i also had it defragged but all was vain...

anyways, here are some pics i stole from lj: Dir en grey in France...

Kaoru

insert fangirlishness here="ang wafu nia!"
ang sama naman ng tingin mo... wakekeke!

Kyo

still cute! *hides*

Die

omg! uber wafu!

Shinya

omg!

Toshiya

okay.. yan lang muna...

revived again..

2005-10-22T20:19:00.000-07:00

our periodical exams for the second quarter had already ended. i'm so delighted and relieved! no more long hours of book-diving! YES! but still requirements are to be passed--like in our Physics subject.. we have to pass a typed-writted report about our chosen experiment. there is also the long tiring hours of cheering practice... my back is sore due to the egg-rolling stunt...i'm excited for sembreak is edging nearer and nearer.. can't wait for the 4th installment of Harry Potter and the Goblet of Fire! it's my favorite book from the 5 books (i haven't read the 6th book) T_T

cram..

2005-10-14T19:46:00.000-07:00

ahhh! i wanna scream! i have lots of projects to do! @_@ economics: on monday we have to perform a commercial for the product of our company..math: have to do 25 identity problemsphysics: to continue our first grading projecttle: to manage the teacher's bulletin boardcheering practice tires me too. we have to do those bone-breaking steps and even the baby-freeze! whoah!

and on friday and saturday next week, our 2nd periodical exam!

darn

2005-09-29T19:20:00.000-07:00

cheering practice... Very tiring and exhausting. i'm one of dancers and i really hate what i'm doing... sorry but i don't have passion for dancing. and we did the steps for a hundred times = our choreographers are perfectionists and very strict.

Projects:

~~TLE - corkboard~~

Economics - forming a company

English - persuasive speech (still undecided what to endorse)

i'm addicted to Final Fantasy VII: Advent Children. it's so cool! the combat scenes are astonishing and their weapons are very stylish and dandy. i also adore Reno - the red-headed one and also Cloud, Tifa and Sephiroth.

i was one of the chosen female students who will be part of the basketball team to compete for the REPRISSA. and i don't even know if i'll backout or play. and i don't even know if our school have the possible chance to win against other private schools. @_@

fieldtrip = boredom

2005-09-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

our fieldtrip wasn't that fun actually.. It's kinda boring and kinda pain in the ass. If it's not because my friends' presence, I'd be dead with boredom..all we did was to look at old paintings, relics, pictures, artworks and commemorative statues of famous Filipino artists, heroes, etc..also we took pictures (me and my friends). probably, i'll post some of the pictures if i have the time...

on our way home, my classmates went wild.. most of them threw plastic bottles, chips, cans of softdrinks and even face powder. well, the person that i am, would not (ever) join in or even participate with their so-called "fun". i received a tetra-pack of juice drink and a plastic bottle flying towards me. and thankgoodness! i was not hit on the head or on any parts of my body. they landed on the corner of my seat. my friend received almost all the junk flying, and she even received a blow on her head. it was done by my very ~~considerate~~ classmate, who didn't even apologized to her. the nerve of her! my friend burst into tears and i couldn't do anything but pat her on the shoulders.

i hope that i can finish downloading Clever Sleazoid single.. i hate dial-up connection!

of fieldtrip and accouting

2005-09-22T09:02:00.000-07:00

tomorow will be our field trip and i don't feel excited about it unlike before. maybe because i find the the itineraries boring.. but i'm looking forward for the unexpected but hilarious things that might happen along the way... ^0^

anyways, our class is having a hard time with our TLE subject. we have to rush to finish our accounting activities for only a limited time...
>journalizing--fun, not really that hard
>making a chart of accounts--fun also n_n;
>posting--i so hate this job! it takes time to finish this..
>trial balance--least favorite of all!
>worksheet--easy if you have done a good job with the first four..

okay.. i'm speechless ...

randomness..

2005-09-16T21:05:00.000-07:00

T_T my voice is hoarse and i can't speak audibly + i have a cold and cough. *sighs*

anyways, i'm glad because it's already friday! i can now take a goodnight's sleep and a much more time for rest.

ei, it's Rachelle's birthday tomorrow! Happy Birthday Yuki-chan! And also tomorrow, Rei together with Cel and moi will celebrate her birthday at the mall! Woo hoo! can't wait! i just don't like the prospect of humiliating myself in front of people while ice skating. i hate to admit it but i'm such an ass when it comes to skating--whether it's on the street or on ice. @_@

[Edited]

anyways, at school, my classmate asked me if he could listen to my Dir en Grey's album (Six Ugly). well, i did lend him my cd and i'm having a vision that he'll hate it because he likes Western and OPM songs (like most of my classmates). But vain is my prediction for it turned out to be the opposite--he likes it! a lot! especially the song Hades. he was being astounded with Shinya's skills with the drums. + he also loved the song I'll from my Gauze cd after listening to it. and what's more shocking was that he's even competing with me and my friends for the discman. and i was reminiscing the days when he was mocking Deg and also my obsession over a band which "i can't even understand the language" he said. i don't know if i'll love or laugh at the irony of it. also my classmate (who listens to western rock bands and who obviously dislikes Jrock) fell in love with Byou [] Shin. he even asked me if he can borrow it on Monday. *lol*

*wishes for my voice to be normal again*

happiness...

2005-08-27T21:17:00.000-07:00

yehey! i already got my copy of "Withering to Death" Roch. and i'm ~~listening~~ to it ~~now~~. XD i also bought the 6 Ugly Kingdom album. i'm so happy! *insert words="I'M HAPPY!" hanging on air*

rant-s...

2005-08-19T21:15:00.000-07:00

yesss! NO more long periods of reviewing! NO more projects (just for now)! i feel exhilirated! but still there are more impending "blessings" to come for me and my classmates. *sighs* anyways, i just came home from Rachelle's house. me and my classmates watched "The Wishing Stairs". it was fun to watch because we're all screaming our lungs out. *lol*

...and i still have to do my film review for Filipino subject. and i've chosen "MoonChild"!

arrggh! i'm frustrated with my school! who in their right mind would choose 'elementarish' spots for fieldtrip! hello! we're already in our senior years! limited are the days and months for us to bond with each other... *sighs* how tactless of them!

Itineraries and Requirements are as follows:

Itineraries: Barasoain Church (Bulacan) i've already visited that place..

Wow Hilaga the Best of 4 Region (San Fernando, Pampanga) how elementarish..

Clark Airbase (Mabalakat Pampanga) already went there

Mekene Factory (Bacoor, Pampanga) how nice... NOT!

Date: September 23, 2005 Fee: P500.00 such money to waste.. Departure: 5:30 A.M. yah, right!

Participation is voluntary, however, students will be required to submit reaction papers, term papers, present drama, make projects, make projects out of what they have seen or experienced during the tour. a very bright plan for us students to suffer in hell..

...my hands are itching for Withering to Death album. *sighs*

crossed fingers...

2005-08-08T21:11:00.000-07:00

...our periodical test is edging nearer and i'm kinda feeling nervous and excited at the same time. also the deadline for the Physics test is impending... *shucks* i'm feeling dizzy again.

Schedule for examination:

August 12

Filipino
Ekonomiks
TLE
~~Physics~~ <-already studied

August 13

Mapeh
English
Values
~~Computer~~ <-we still don't have our computer lessons w/c makes me wonder why...

anyways, UPCAT was a blast + a pain in the butt and neck. i took the afternoon test at Bocobo Hall (Law Building). actually me, my mom, kuya sammy and two other classmates of my friend arrived there really early. so while i'm waiting for my time, i killed time by eating my lunch and reading Morning, Noon and Night by Sidney Sheldon (w/c i borrowed from our HS library). when my time came, i was escorted by mother to the building. the line was really long and every now and then i took a glance at my watch. then, at last we proceeded to our room, which was really cavernous and from my estimation 100 students took the exam including me.

Subjects:

*Language Proficiency - 50 mins.
*Science - 50 mins.
Math - 1 hr & 15 mins.
*Reading Comprehension - 1 hr & 5 mins.

*are kinda easy kinda hard; math was really mind-boggling but at least i made it to the time. i think it was 6:00 pm when we were all permitted to go out. so i hadn't managed to meet with Rozyn... T_T i hope i passed!

of projects and exams..

2005-07-31T20:42:00.000-07:00

hai~ i have to attend school again tomorrow... you might think that i'm a really bad person for wishing a typhoon to strike the Philippines, but i can't help thinking about it. i so want to have a break. i'm experiencing stress again.

list of projects:
~~Mapeh--Baroque artists~~
TLE--~~Poster~~
--~~Slogan~~
--~~Stenography~~ <--and i still have to recite the poem that i wrote in short hand... @_@
--~~Accounting~~
Chemistry--invention (pending) <--and i still haven't figured anything good...

...our periodical exam will be on Aug. 12 and 13
+ i still have to review for the upcoming test in UP! *shucks* mine is scheduled on Aug. 7! and i still don't know if i'll take a test in ADMU!

Hurt and Angry

2005-07-15T22:11:00.000-07:00

Badtrip! i just can't believe what our former teacher did to me and to my friend. everytime i recall what happened hours ago, my blood boils with rage and fury!

me and some of my classmates were the only ones who were left in the room. it was supposedly our TLE time but today is Friday in which our subject TLE is vacant, so only we, are in the room--without any teacher. of course it's natural for us, students, to talk and laugh; but silence got the best of us when our former teacher entered the room. she told all of us that someone screamed from our room. and because me and my friend Rachel were doing back-stretching and we're the closest from the door, she already concluded and accused both of us for screaming out loud. we explained that we're not the ones who screamed. but she was very adamant and still accused us (and i'm really hurt about it) then she told us to go to the Principal's office to explain everthing. and off we went and explained everything with my other classmate who confessed to us that she's the one who actually screamed.

after that, all was cleared but still both of us were still hurt and angry about everything she blamed on us. then, we all went back to the gym for our PEHM. afterwards, we both went with our classmate back to her office to talk with her. at her office my classmate confessed that she's one who did it, and that we're not. then, she told both of us that we're cleared (which wasn't what i'm expecting for--i want her to apologize to us). then, she called up some of my classmates who told her that no one screamed. but only my friend was the one who got all the blows from her sermon.

teacher: anong yung sinabi mo kanina yung nagtanong ako kung sino yung sumigaw?
my friend: na walang sumigaw po.
t: so, talagang pinaninindigan mo na walang sumigaw.
c: opo.
t: eh bakit mo sinabi yon, eh meron naman talagang sumigaw?
c: hindi ko po kasi alam eh. pero alam ko po na sumigaw si ...
t: eh may sumigaw naman pala. bakit mo sinasabi na wala? si ... umamin na siya yung sumigaw. bakit mo sinabi na wala? kung di mo alam, tumahimik ka na lang kasi madadamay ka pa...

and so, the long tirade goes... speaking ill about the former Narra students. and after her long denunciation, she told us former Molave students, to be aware of the school rules. sh*t! how mean of her to discriminate the former Narra students in front of us. can't she be more concerned for her former advisory class?

Haggard and Tired

2005-07-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

I just came from from Ateneo de Manila University with my classmates... It was exciting but exhausting. We walked all our way to the Xavier Hall (Administration Building) and it was so long! But before that we ate at McDo and met three of our other classmates... We knew that AMU is big but we didn't expect that the way to the Admin Bldng. would be so so so long! After trudging a long way, we reached our destination by asking some college students but all was vain.. After getting the form, the woman told us to head the cashier and pay Php 500! What? We didn't brought that large money with us! We only brought money enough for commuting. But it was still fun because my friends are with me and we're laughing all the way.

After Ateneo we decided to go to Merriam College but halted (our feet were already sore) and took a ride to Sta. Lucia. We wandered around the mall, went to a photoshop to take us pictures and then went straight home...

My Tatay (grandfather) is sick.. He's severely ill, and I'm really worried...

Arrggh! I still have to make our script for our Play to be executed on Monday...

UP form

2005-06-23T19:37:00.000-07:00

i'm really pissed off! i can't believe the registrar in my school! how can i submit my UP form 1 with my classmates (which is our plan and also my way to escape school) tomorrow if my form isn't completely filled up yet? hours ago, me and my friends went to the registrar's office to check if our form was already filled up (which was really in a slow pace, taking one week or two weeks to be finished, which i'm really wondering about..), which wasn't. my ears and cheeks felt hot when she told us that it might take 1/2 weeks to be finished. so i confronted her but all went vain because she's adamant.

after i accompanied them to the Principal's office for their photos to be signed, we went back to the registrar's office to have a peek of my form. after persuasion, she gave in only to find out that my final grades in my first year was blank...

Registrar: yung form mo hindi pa tapos kasi wala pang final grades sa first year
*shows my form 137*
Me: bakit po wala?
R: hindi ko alam. wala talaga eh. punta ka na lang sa principal tapos magpapapirma ka

we went back to the principal for my form to be signed.

so if i my friend didn't nagged me to check my form again then i wouldn't know that my final grades for first year is blank! which really makes me think... how would i be enrolled in their school if my mom didn't gave them my form 137?

updates...

2005-06-20T19:19:00.000-07:00

it's been a relief to finally have the pc in my hands... it's been a long time since i went online.. also to update my blog..

anyways, i've been busy since school started... shemay i really hate to go to school.. and what's worst is that i've been elected as class president which i really hate.. i have to do lots of things and responsibilities for our class.. *sighs*

and there's more.. as much as i hate to admit this but i don't want to be in Arayat Section! i miss my friends and classmates in the other section.... T_T

arrgh! i still have to fill-up my UP form... and i'm still uncertatin which course do i have to choose! *pressure*

Deg Updates!

2005-06-06T20:59:00.000-07:00

hai~ salamat naman at nakapag-internet na rin ako.. feeling ko mamamatay na ako.. anyways, ang dami kong bagong news sa Deg! waaah! TatteredPaper<--i really recommend this site... it's full of updated news, pictures and downloadable stuffs! ang dami pang interviews! *shucks*
ang kyut! grabe!

WAFUNESS!
ang wafu nilang dalawa! super sexy! kaya lang kay Totchi, i just don't like him putting to much dark makeup... but still, he's still gorgeous! teka, gusto nio bang tumawa? ito o yung link: http://saymail.sympatico.ca/service/RetrieveCard?id=7akqU1Nw2rg.Fiexo27u8G hehehe.. ang cute nia jan! oo nga pala di ko pagmamay-ari yan... nakita ko lang.. neways, enjoy!

madness~

2005-05-13T20:23:00.000-07:00

ai~ ang init talga! buti at umuulan na... anyways, ang itim ko ngayon! hehehe.. nag-swimming kasi kami nung lunes... masaya talga, medyo nakakapagod lang... argggh! malapit na pasukan namin! hai...

...i'm currently studying Japanese... hehehe... self-study. hirap. yung iba complex yung mga sentences. mas madali pa ngang mag-translate jap. to english, kesa sa english to jap. pero aus lang.. tiagaan lang yan...

hai~ di pa rin ako nakapagpapagupit... ang init na nga eh.. kasi yung mom ko busy kaya di ako masamahan.. ewan ko nga kung itutuloy ko pa rin yung shinya-haircut.. nakakatakot kasi. baka di bagay.

la lang.. ang boring kasi minsan, so i took some jrock tests...

didjahere?!!!!didjahere?!!!!
I'm Kyo! Which means that among my fetish
for safety pins and my odd style.
I'm a high school dropout! and see what it made me.
Find out which J-rocker you are here by !! >D

You are Gackt's guitar!

What Gackt Item are you?
brought to you by Quizilla

anyways, napadaan kasi ako sa isang site, tapos nakita tong rare picture ni die! hihihi... ang wafu nia talga! click here!!

pag bangag ka nga naman...

2005-04-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

inis! ang sakit ng ulo ko! ang init kasi eh.... and i heard that it will be much more hot this coming May... hai.. mainit na nga eh, mas lalong pang iinit! inis!
tapos na yung dvbs sa pila.. graduation kaninang umaga at natutuwa akong makita na masaya ang mga bata after receiving their awards^^..
inis! ang init talaga!
tumitingin ako kanina sa pic ng deg tapos... nakita ko ang picture ni Totchi! bagong picture sia... shocks! ibang-iba talaga ang image nia dito! mukha siang mexican! *lol* wafu pa rin naman sia eh.. nakaka-disturb lang ng konti... click here!!

Deg! Deg!

2005-04-20T01:15:00.000-07:00

Wow! It's been months since I last updated my blog... Anyways, I'm feeling giddy today because I have downloaded lots of Dir en grey stuff... Hehehe.. kahit mga luma ayos lang... I'm getting hooked up to Dir en Grey! waaah! Ang daming araw ang lumipas na puro deg lang talaga ang inaatupag ko.. and even in my dreams, they have managed to invade! *lol* Napanaginipan ko kasi na mag-co-concert dito sila... excited ako nun.. at prepared na talaga yung bulsa ko kaya lang, ewan ko kung bakit 'di ako nakasama! T_T kasi naman ang dami nilang fans dito sa Pinas! Bakit ayaw nilang mag-concert dito! ...feeling ko nga I'm getting lost in touch na kay Gackt.. kasi maka-deg ako ngayon.. pero I'll buy his 6thday and 7thnight album, para di naman ako nahuhuli... oo nga pala balita ko sa next new album ni Gackt, magiging heavy rock na daw music niya... ito na yung nia...
Totchi! Totchi Totchi! Ang wafu nia dito... di ko lang alam baka luma na yung pics, pero ang wafu niya talaga! Dito naman parang kamukha niya si Gackt... *lol*

It's been a long time...

2005-01-15T15:47:00.000-08:00

Haiii... Thank goodness! i already got the chance to update my blog and to surf online. Anyways, my hands doesn't ache anymore. A few days back, our ~~kind~~ and ~~considerate~~ TLE teacher had given us a heavy work. We have to make a hundred-items reviewer for two chapters--handwritten! And not only that. Added to our tasks is to make 'tekniks' for Filipino. Every 'kabanata' of Noli should have each teknik. And again, we have given another 2 chapters to make another reviwer. Arrggh! Can't they give us a break? I don't feel well, because my head hurts and I have a cough and runny nose. Plus, I have back pains. I just hope that I'll recover soon...

Anyway's here's my pic (taken by my cousin Peejay) on New Year's Eve. I have edited so the picture won't be too big.

As you can see, I havent' managed to face the cam because it's too close to my face. n_n;

Another picture of me together with my cousins!

Quiz results:

You are... MALICE MIZER. ~*~ Most of the lyrics are
unreal and magical. There are angels, vampires
and dancing dolls. All is dark and gothic but a
little bit childish, too. ~*~ You are a dreamer
and you seem to be childish and innocent. You
may be one of the persons who can see people...
even if there's nobody. You can see things,
others don't see, huh? And of course, dolls are
dancing at night!

Another JRock-Identity-Quizz
brought to you by Quizilla

Your anime hair color is green.

What is your anime hair color?
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You represent... angst.You have an extremely cynical outlook on just about
everything. It's okay to sulk and be
depressed, but life is short, and you only get
one. It's only what you make it, and only you
can make it improve.

What feeling do you represent?
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Purple! You have purple eyes! You're a dreamer,
artist, poet, whatever. You enjoy all forms of
art and literature, and tend to be quite good
at creating them as well.

What Color Are Your Anime Eyes?
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Jrockabilia

2005-01-06T18:55:00.000-08:00

I had just arrived home after my drum session with my classmate. Phew! Everytime I finished drumming the given lesson, the next lesson gots harder and harder. Sometimes, I lose my patience but I tried to calm myself...

Anyways, while I searching for Jrock midis I found a site that is full of awesome Jrock pictures.

Before they were stars.....

Doesn't he look kawaii during his teen moments? *sigh*

Guess who? It's Hisashi! Just take a look at his teeth! Hehehe.

Hisashi's baby pic! So cute! I wanna pinch hi cheeks!

Waaah! It's Jiro! So young....

Shinya's image when he was in his highschool days...

Shinya with his Mother. Look how tall he is!

Kozi... "Mask Rider kick! Mask Rider punch!" Lol!

Credits to : Moonglow for the pictures

Happy New Year!

2005-01-01T19:01:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year to everyone! Especially to my family, relatives and friends! Also to Gackt, Kaoru, Toshiya, Die, Shinya, Kyo, Mana and Hisashi! Also to Jrock fans like me! Haiiii....

Anyways, our 'New Year' event this year was fine, but wasn't as happy as before. But it wasn't that bad. I had a great time with my cousins and friends.
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Pagbabalik tanaw sa nakaraan: A Jrock Tribute

Year 2004--nang aking unang malaman ang tungkol sa Jrock.... At ang una ko pang napakinggang Jrock music ay ang Heaven's Drive ng L'Arc~en~Ciel! Hehehe. At nang una kong makita si Gackt, ay talagang natamaan ako ng todo. And that's when, I started searching about him. And I even decided to try to listen to his songs.

Ang ganda mo!

Also, that's when, I asked Rozyn about what other Jrock bands are good to listen at....

At nang una kong makita ang vk image ng DeG ay, talagang natakot ako sa kanila. Mas lalo kay Kyo. Na-wi-wirdohan talaga ako sa kanya (pero ngayon I find him so cute!^_^

But when I tried to listen to one of their songs (Macabre pa nga yata ang pinaka-una kong napakinggan), I began to fall in love with their songs!
At doon, ko rin nakita si Kaoru. The first time I saw him, I began to like him... Ang ganda kasi nia eh with the pink-purplish hair.... At saka yung talent nia... *sighs*

Ngayon, lahat na ng members ng DeG ay mahal ko! Ehehe.

At nang aking unang nakita ang Glay, grabe nagustuhan ko sila kaagad sa mga songs nila....

...Tapos lalong lumawak ang 'kaalaman' ko sa mundo ng Jrock, nang magdownload ako ng mga ibang songs ng ibang mga banda at nang ako'y makasama sa eb ng laruku (sinama ako ni Rozyn).

At ngayon, adik na ako sa Jrock. Sobrang obsessed na...

Phew!

2004-12-31T17:56:00.000-08:00

At last! i'm already finished with my chemistry assignment! Phew! That's too much work! Anyways, I've just added a hug button on my blog....

Out of Boredom....

2004-12-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

Out of boredom, I took some Jrock tests....

Which JRock Vocalist Are You?
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Comment: Wow! I'm Kyo! Yeheey! I always, find him so artistic whenever he sings (screams).... hehehe.

OOooh. I'm Mana's Skinny Chicken Legs!

What Piece of Jrock Anatomy are You?
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Comment: Oooh... So feminine are those legs are...

You are Mana!

Which Jrock Queen Are You - Part 2-
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Comment: Another Mana result. Doesn't he look so beautiful? *sighs*

you're kyo's safety pins!

what random jrock item are you?
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Comment: Hmm...

You are Gackt with the damn cats.

Which Awkward Gackt Moment are You?
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Comment: Okay.... It's full of cats....

You are cute and wispy! A very sexy, semi-normal
'do favored by many JRockers recently.

What JRock hairstyle are you?
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Comment: Hmm... It's okay.... But I'm contented with my hair....

Lesson...

2004-12-27T18:57:00.000-08:00

Me, together with my friends: Jenny, Jonathan, Mary Joy and with my sisters: Dindi and Alexis went to Sta. Lucia yesterday. It was our first time to get out of our subdivision and wander around the mall. You may think we're corny but it was really an experience. Anyways, it was so much fun but after hours of wandering about, we all got pissed because of our hunger, our aching feet and because we (Mary and me) still couldn't get any to buy! Argggh! I was hoping to buy a Questor Magazine, but there's none. So, I decided to buy with my friends a weird purple wand-like thing from Blue Magic. I also bought two cookies--one for eating at the jeepney and the other for 'pasalubong'. But besides, it wasn't that bad. I was glad to go to the mall with my bestfriends!

But when we all got home (my friends stayed over for a few minutes before they all got home) we were appalled by the news that thousands of people died because of the earthquake and the tsunami. Then, it dawned on me that, while we're enjoying at the mall, somewhere out there, lots of people are suffering. That many people died....

It's a miracle that the Philippines was exempted from the said tragedy. I really thank the Lord for saving our country.

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Anyways, while I was web browing about Glay, I saw a cute picture of Hishashi--my favorite Glay member: here.

So kawaii! *sighs*

Dir en Grey's new album!

2004-12-25T14:41:00.000-08:00

I've just recieved a news that Dir en Grey will be releasing a new album by March 9, 2005! It's good news for us Dir en Grey fans!

You can check it out at DeG's official site. Waah! I do want to buy it!

Advance Merry Christmas!

2004-12-24T17:27:00.000-08:00

Haiii.... Thank goodness! i'm done with my assignment.... But I still have to do the chemistry thingy... arrgggh! Instead of having my sleep, I still have to spend my crappy time doing all those tiring assignments! And now, pimples are starting to form and are now invading my forehead!

Anyways, yesterday, me and my sisters have finished watching the Furuba series (thanks to my friend Rozyn for lending me her cds). It was so cute and we all love it! Fruits Basket is not just your ordinary anime but it's extraordinary. You can pick lots of good lessons from that anime, it can make you laugh and it can also make you cry... It's just that I'm not contented with ending. Okay, enough of the Furuba madness...

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Kaoru's new image!

It's Kaoru! Isn't he cute? I wanna hug him! Btw, it's his new image now. But I do miss the long hair of his....

Deg's new's image

Ahhh... They're all so beautiful! I wanna hug them all. But I don't I won't be able to do that... n_n;

Anyways, Merry Christmas to you all!

I am so feeling fine ^_^

2004-12-21T17:50:00.000-08:00

Yesterday, was a blast! We had our Christmas party and it was fun! We had games and stuff, and of course the most anticipated part--the exchanging of gifts. But before I tell you about what I got as a present, let me tell you first what made me laugh yesterday. It was a game where the participants are being rotated for 10 x and afterwards they have to walk in a straight line. The person who could walk the straightest will gain the prize of 100 pesos. Many participated the game, but none of them made it. Some of them went stumbling, some had managed to walk a bit but went slant ways. *lol* Anyways, it was so funny!Okay, my favorite part--the exchanging of gifts. Of course everyone was called and they started unwrapping their gifts, but when I was called and I opened mine, I was shocked! Shocked because I didn't know that my classmate would really seriously get that thing as my present.... I got a Dir en Grey Macabre Tour VCD! Isn't it great?!
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After the party, my classmates and me went straight to Sta. Lucia...Also, I attended my former classmates' battle of the bands. One is a drummer, while the other is a vocalist. The former's band won the first prize but me and and my friends hadn't witnessed the awardings because we are in haste to go home.... Anyways, yesterday also was Die's birthday! Happy Birthday Die!

I also want to greet my friend Chinny! Happy 15th birthday!

Thank goodness!

2004-12-17T19:18:00.000-08:00

I'm currently editing and arranging my lay-out and thank goodness, it looks alright now.
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I'm so excited on Monday cuz, it's our Christmas Party! Can't wait! I hope the one who picked my name would give me a Dir en Grey Macabre VCD as a present.... Anyways, I still don't know how to attach a tagboard on my site, and I'm having a difficulty finding a good site for a free tagboard.
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Results from the quizzes I took:

I'm jealous!

What random Dir en Grey thing or happening are you?
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Hehehe. So lucky, am I? *lol*

You are Mitsu to Tsuba!
Everyone's so perfect looking...mmm....

What Dir en grey PV Are You?
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Mmmm... Very interesting!

New blog!

2004-12-16T19:06:00.000-08:00

Another new blog for me! Yeeheey! My classmate told me that this is agreat site for online journals, so I registered and joined in!
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Anyways, an hour ago, I was at my classmate's house for my drum session. I have learned five basic drum rolls and some drum parts from the ending song of Flame of Recca. I don't know why but, I'm so obsessed at playing drums. Anyways, I'm now relieved because, we don't have loads of assignments today, no projects and our school Christmas vacation is edging near! Woohoo! Also, at our Chemistry class, moments ago, I'm one of the students who won in our SYMBO game. It's like BINGO game, but instead of numbers, we used the names of the elements. For the prize, I gained 2 imported chocolates! Hehehe ^_^
Hey! On the 20th of December is Die's 30th birthday! He's the guitarist of the Jrock band Dir en Grey. Also on the same date, is our Christmas party! *whistles*

Dir En Grey Relationships by IHeartKakashiSensei
What is your name...?
Friends forever! Who is it?	Kaoru
Just like in a romance novel, your secret lover is	Kaoru
The brother you never had...	Kyo
Somebody has a crush on you!	Toshiya
Watch out! This one stalks you...	Shinya
Your first kiss was from...	Toshiya
He always wants your attention...	Shinya
How sweet... He would do anything for you...	Toshiya
Ooh! This one wrote a song for you...	Die
Uh oh! Who got you pregnant?!	Shinya
In the end, you should be with...	Kyo

Your Dir en grey Life by Aristica
Name
Age
Desired Diru Guy
Desired Career
Date You Meet Your Man	January 23, 2045
What Went Down	Die proposed dispite his drunken state
And Then?	Die insisted you take him to your place
So Is That It?	No

Which Dir en grey memeber would you take to your family dinner? by Totchi-kun
Your name:
You would bring:	Toshiya
Family's first impression:	"My, what a cutie!"
What you had for dinner:	Stir Fry
How did that go?:	My date whimpered, kept mumbling about something about his dog.
Alcohol?	Non-Alcoholic drinks.. such as sodie pop!
Dessert time?	Ice cream.
Aftermeal activities?	My family was strangely aroused by my sexy date.
Last words from you family:	-shoves out the door-
Your thought:	...

What do Dir En Grey think of you? by Mariko
Name
Sex
Favourite color
Kyo hates	your appetite
Die thinks you look	crazy
Toshiya wanna	make out with you
Shinya ignored his dog	after that day he came in when you were dressing
Kaoru said you're	sexy

Which Dir en grey member will you marry? by KyoIsLove
Username
Favorite Color?
Favorite Diru CD
You will marry...	Toshiya
Date...	September 27, 2021
Will it be a happy marriage?	Yes