life updates...

wow! i've not updated this journal of mine, for months! that's so long... hehehe. anyways, last Monday, i've just finished reading the book Cel lend me--Wither. actually, she lend me five books, but i haven't read the 5th book (Stainless Longganisa) because Shin borrowed it from me... but it's okay. i'm already occupied in reading my book (Interview with the Vampire). kinda, old isn't? but it's okay. i'm so hooked up reading vampire books!

arrrghh! i so want to see Dir en grey! but i don't have the money + i'm too far... why did it have to be me? Oh, how i wish i can watch their live performance in US!

T_T we'll be migrating to US this september, and i still can't believe it. i mean, after waiting for almost 4 years, my family can now live there. but i'm gonna miss the Philippines. i've got lots of happy and sad moments from this country of mine. i'm gonna miss my friends and classmates. i'm gonna miss our house. i'm gonna miss my relatives. i'm gonna miss celebrating Christmas and New Year with my relatives and friends. i'm gonna miss eating my favorite Filipino food--esp. kakanin. i'm gonna miss everything here in the Philippines. but i'll return. YUP! definitely!

another update: i've got my hair cut. too tired of having a long hair + everyone seems to have the same hairstyle (was it called mullet? short hair at the front, long at the back) like me. sheesh! actually, there are benefits for having a short hair:
>easy to manage
>you won't wanste too much shampoo
>you don't have to use too much hair accessories
>it's cool
>you won't get other people angry at you because you won't be able to whip their face with your hair while riding the jeepney...
etc. etc.

....i still have to upload my Deg audio file and other Jrock artists at Streamload, so i won't lose them. i can't live without them!
song abstinence=death!

anyways, here are some Deg quizzes, i took.. LOL

Dir En Grey Relationships by IHeartKakashiSensei
What is your name...?
Friends forever! Who is it?	Kaoru
Just like in a romance novel, your secret lover is	Kaoru
The brother you never had...	Kyo
Somebody has a crush on you!	Toshiya
Watch out! This one stalks you...	Shinya
Your first kiss was from...	Toshiya
He always wants your attention...	Shinya
How sweet... He would do anything for you...	Toshiya
Ooh! This one wrote a song for you...	Die
Uh oh! Who got you pregnant?!	Shinya
In the end, you should be with...	Kyo

Shinya got me pregnant? Gosh! Wish it's Kaoru.. LOL

Your Dir en grey Life by Aristica
Name
Age
Desired Diru Guy
Desired Career
Date You Meet Your Man	January 23, 2045
What Went Down	Die proposed dispite his drunken state
And Then?	Die insisted you take him to your place
So Is That It?	No

Wow! Die's so fast! Ha3!

Which Dir en grey memeber would you take to your family dinner? by Totchi-kun
Your name:
You would bring:	Toshiya
Family's first impression:	"My, what a cutie!"
What you had for dinner:	Stir Fry
How did that go?:	My date whimpered, kept mumbling about something about his dog.
Alcohol?	Non-Alcoholic drinks.. such as sodie pop!
Dessert time?	Ice cream.
Aftermeal activities?	My family was strangely aroused by my sexy date.
Last words from you family:	-shoves out the door-
Your thought:	...

i don't even know how did it go in the end.. ??

What do Dir En Grey think of you? by Mariko
Name
Sex	MaleFemale
Favourite color	yellowredgreenblueblackpurpleturquoisewhitegraybrownpink
Kyo hates	your appetite
Die thinks you look	crazy
Toshiya wanna	make out with you
Shinya ignored his dog	after that day he came in when you were dressing
Kaoru said you're	sexy

omg! Kaoru finds me sexy!

Which Dir en grey member will you marry? by KyoIsLove
Username
Favorite Color?
Favorite Diru CD	Withering to DeathSixuglyMissaKisouMACABREVulgarGauze
You will marry...	Toshiya
Date...	September 27, 2021
Will it be a happy marriage?	Yes

huh? Toshiya? *shocked*

i've just noticed that, i don't have any bad results with Toshiya... and Kaoru too... hmm... i just wish that i'll get married to Kaoru... not Toshiya...

it's so hot today...

it's getting hotter and hotter in the Philippines! i always look forward for a long cold bath but after 5 minutes, i'm soaking all over again with sweat. EWWW~ but even if it's hot, i still love Summer!

too bad... the swimming that my friends and i are planning, backfired... *sighs*

anyways, yesterday, me and Sheen planned on visiting Gelou's house. unfortunately, Ge didn't called to tell us her address at home, so we went to SM Megamall. we didn't bring that large amount of money (and she's still pulling my leg to watch Silent Hill movie), so when we felt hungry, we (only) ate halo-halo at Chowking. afterwards, i pulled her to National Bookstore, to browse for pocketbooks then, we went to the arcade. we played airhocky for two times (and for the scores, we're even), ball-shooting, gun-shooting (and i wasted Php 15 for the game!) and of course my favorite..... *drum roll* CAR RACING! we played it for four times! woah!

FIRST GAME - 3rd place
SECOND GAME - 1st place
THIRD GAME - 1st place
FOURTH GAME - 2nd place

after spending almost my pocket money, we decided to go home, only to be blocked by a man (who works as a card reloader at Time Zone). i can't help but smile at Sheen, when he asked for her cellphone no. and name.

when we left, i laughed and teased all the way to the exit. ha3! it was really a good laugh. *sighs*

yes! i can now attend my last drums session! can't wait for tomorrow. my hands are itching for some drum grooves!

T_T My Name is Kim Sam Soon has already reached its last episode last Friday... i'm gonna miss watching it and also ogling over Hyun Bin's gorgeous face. *sighs* he looks so much like Die-sama...

but i'm glad that GOKUSEN is now being aired at GMA 7!

inspired...

ahhhh! my drums lessons are not only getting harder each sessions but also trickier... *sighs* but at least i can now play the 'double bass' thing without hurting my right leg, but my left foot hurts whenever i step on the hi-hat. *sighs* i have to practice more so i can play better. and so i can be a great drummer like Shinya (of Dir en grey)! i won't lose hope! hehehe...

drum lessons...

i've started attending my drums lesson since Tuesday and i think it's one of my so-called "uneasy days". i feel so anxious and agitated that i couldn't help imagining myself commiting mistakes. ywah, i've learned some basic drumming skills from Rei but still it's different when you acquire skills from someone you don't even know.
actually, my teacher was kind. but he's also strict especially when i really find it hard to perform well. he always makes me repeat over and over again until my arms and my right leg are protesting to take a rest. i really find it hard to do the 'double bass' thing, so he gave me an assignment to practice harder. now, i can do it but still with difficulty. i think i should do more warm-ups...

Jass also has started attending her piano lessons. go Jass! i know you can do it!


my friends with me at our classroom...

with my bestfriends...

comp. shop...

i'm here inside a computer shop with my classmate Sheen. i've just finished helping and editing my female classmates description (or was it a bio? whatever!) for our yearbook. phew!

and i was old two times to stop watching videos at youtube... *sighs then frowns*

anyways, we'll be going to Antipolo after this to check out the resort that we'll be swimming at this coming Friday. sana matuloy...

and tomorrow will be the start of my drums lesson.. kinakabahan ako! takte!

slumber party

i still feel tired and worn-out since last night after we (me, Sheen, Talen, Wilbee, Paula, Monina, Rei, Yddette, Gelou, Aubrey and Arra) spent the whole night sleeping at Cel's house. we spent the whole night outside their house where her Father contructed a tent for us to sleep at. we chatted, told stories, shared opinions and feelings, and stuffed ourselves with food.

when we all decided to get some sleep, some where inside the tent while we (me, Talen, Aubrey, Monina and Cel<--our bed arrangement) contented ourselves outside with two folding-beds placed side by side as our beds. it wasn't really comfortable because in my place, even if i was wearing jogging pants, i was chilling cold due to the electric fan placed opposite of me; and we are all cramped up that our backs are scratching with each other and it was all because Cel and Monina were budging towards us (because they were scared after they imagined scary things), pushing the three of us to the edge of the bed. Talen felt pity on me because i was being pushed against the bed hamper; she and Aubrey were experiencing uneasiness and backpains too because, the two folding-bends weren't aligned with each other causing one of the bed to bulk.

plus, i haven't managed to sleep because i was being attacked by mosqitoes even if we had the mosquito net to cover us. now, i have red bite marks on my arms and some on my feet (the socks was vain too).
but even if we were all tired and full of mosquito bites, it was fun.
and also, we have officially formed our Daypu Club this day... Sheen, you're so hentai!

my own graduation address...

our graduation turned out to be a success! i'm really glad that all of us 4th year students graduated... all of the tears and sweat that we have shed through the course of 10 months inside the school didn't became worthless but instead turned out to be of true value...

i'll miss our play practices, our class blackboard that was almost full of reminders and schedules written on it (just what Jass had told us through her valedictory address), our group projects, our mind-boggling quizzes and tests, the bustles and clamors inside the classroom, the rumors flying around our room, the events and programs held inside our school, the victory and loss that we all have experienced, and many more... i didn't expect it to be this way--that everything that had happened during my 4th year in school will all end. indeed, time flies...

even if i had undergone lots of pressure and hardships inside school, i'm glad because beyond all that, i learned lots of things and i met lots of great friends who are always supportive, loyal, understanding and loving.

still, i'm the same person, who doesn't take everything seriously (but sometimes i do...), who still hates doing assignments and projects, and who always will be lazy in everything; but i had undergone lots of changes too, for i was molded, shaped and pruned by my experiences and by the people who i've met along the way called "highschool life"...

i won't forget each and everyone of my classmates and schoolmates... the bitter and sweet memories that each of us had contributed will always be etched in my heart and instilled in my mind... thank you all!

halo-halo...

i went to Zyn's house a while ago to deliver my late birthday gift to her... i hope that she'll like it.

i'm getting addicted to My Name is Kim Sam Soon! i just can't get it out of my head. even if i'm busy doing something, i'll lay it aside for awhile only to watch it. thanks to Rei, i already had watched the whole 16 episodes. i really love it because the plot and the contents is superb and poignant even if it's simple, and the actors and actresses are really great! they really have done a great job portraying the characters; the only thing that bothers me is, the outcome of the affair of Sam Soon's older sister with the head chef. i really don't know what happened to them... anyways, it's good! no, it's great!

tomorrow, will be our graduation which will be held at UP Theater. i'm kinda nervous, but i'm glad that i had finished highschool. i wouldn't be suprised if most of my classmates will burst into tears or will perform the "group-hug thing". *sighs*

my dream of getting a mullet haircut had already been fulfilled. Jass told me that my haircut looks like that of Shinya's (actually i used the picture of him taken from The Final).
she took a pic of my hair from the back for two times and even told me to put a thumbs-up, which really struck me as weird @_@... i'll probably post the pics soon if she finished sending it to my email. anyways, Congratulations Jass! Go Valedictorian!

shucks! i still have to write letters for my friends... *sighs*

final exams....

yes! our finals are finally over! the last test i took in highschool.. no more reviews! no more sleepless nights due to projects and assignments!

but i'm gonna miss all of it..

anyways, our play in Filipino totally hit! many students attacked the AVR only to watch our play. all of them laughed their asses off, even though i had to shed my well-kept reputation *nice.. well-kept nga ba talaga?* off. anyways, i played the part of a drunkard, a party girl and Sadako.

i'm excited for tomorrow! can't wait to attend the anime gathering in PUP!

test results...

yah.. i'm so disappointed and sad about my UST result.. i didn't passed. sad to say, but it really is the truth. maybe because i'm not a genius or maybe it's because that i haven't managed to finish answering all the questions (which is really a fact). who could blame me? the tickiing time written on the whiteboard (which was always being erased for update), always pressures me everytime i took a gaze on it. but, i didn't gave up.. i still have 2 cards...

and the other card to PUP turned out to be a blessing! i passed! yes! i can't belive it at first, but still... anyways, my UP result, is still pending... actually me and Elisha were the only ones with our names printed and included in the results (both of us pending). i don't even expected it to turn it that way, because i really haven't studied, and there are other students in my school who are superior than me when it comes to academic skills. but, i don't want to expect that i'll pass--i don't want to feel disppointed, again..

pls. pray that i'll pass in UP....

random events...

okay... i haven't updated because i'm too busy with my projects, and i can't help myself for procrastinating... anyways, last feb. 23, i watched the concert but i didn't managed to finish it.. i only watched two of the bands before Rocksteddy and Mojofly.... grabe! ang gulo! total slam-an to the max! buti nasa front ako... may mga tumatalon at may mga nag-swi-swimming sa ere! buti, i managed to go home, safe... *lol* manonood pa ako ng My Name is KSS eh... *lol*

last saturday, we performed our field demo then, afterwards, me and my friends went straight to the mall... we went skating for less than 1 hour... at nadapa pa ako.. hehehehe...

and now... i'm tired... kailangan ko talaga ng pahinga... at bwisit na ubo to! nakakahiya na talaga. sana gumaling na ako!

my quiz result:

Charmaine -- [noun]: A person with a taste for acorns 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Shinya-look-alike

la lang... ipo-post ko yung picture ng choreagrapher na kamukha ni Shinya! ehehehehe... taken from our JS Prom...
1, 2. si Cel at si Monina ang nasa tabi niya...
credits: Rei and Cel

yes! tomorrow will be our school's foundation day! and tomorrow will be the concert of Rocksteddy and Mojofly in our school!

...sana naman bumenta yung booth namin... nakasalalay pa naman ang grade namin dun!

adik ako...

ehehehe... mga ilang araw na rin akong di nakaka-update.. anyways, gusto ko lang batiin ang taong iniidolo at hinahangaan ko ng buong-puso at kaluluwa (exajj ^^;) si Kaoru Niikura!

Belated Happy Birthday sayo!

at kay Kyo na rin... ang vocalist ng Deg na hinahangaan ko dahil sa boses at sa ka-kyut-tan niya!

malilimutan ko ba si Shinya? Advance Happy Birthday sayo!

*switches to fan-girl mode*kinikilig ako kapag naririnig ko ang name na Shinya, kasi yung choreagrapher sa school namin super kamukha niya! omg! as in uber talaga! yung eyes, yung posture, yung body structure, at color ng hair! kaso, sad to say... gay sia... hai... sayang talga...

*switches to normal mode*...at siempre, malilimutan ko bang batiin ang aking sarili? Belated Happy Birthday to me! *lol* grabe, ang tanda ko na... pero aus lang un kasi mahahabol ko na si Gackt at si Kaoru!

mga adik kong classmates...

mga adik kong

kabarkada...

go Arra! kaya mo yang ubusin!

thanks nga pala kay Rei--sa gift nia na drumsticks at bass book, kay Jass--sa mga handkerchiefs, kay Arra--sa clock at picture frame, kay Cel--sa book, kay Gelou--sa mga balloons, at kina Jonats, Jenny at Mary Joy--sa banner na ginawa nio at siempre sa lahat ng mga bumati at dumalo sa b-day party ko....

anyways, kahapon nga pala pumunta ako with Aubrey sa UST dahil may TomasinoTAKU event.... mga 3:41 pm na nga nakarating dun eh kasi, ang tagal sumipot nina Cel at Rei dahil sinundo pa nila si Lea.. at dahil dun nagkahiwalay pa kami.. badtrip talaga, pero naging masaya ako kasi nandun sina, Micchie at si Roch. nakita ko rin si Mari at si Mao at Kai... at tsaka, nandun ung taong pinagtatawanan ko.. i won't mention the name, baka kasi mahuli ako.. *lol* grabe, kapag nakikita ko sia naaalalako yung butiki sa bahay namin... hai.. salamat sayo naging masaya kaming dalawa!

*switches to fan-girl mode*sobrang naadik ako ngayon sa Koreanovelang: "My Name is Kim Sam Soon". uber talga... natutuwa ako sa story nia at sa mga actors at actresses.. waaahh! sobrang crush ko si Hyun Bin! everytime nakikita ko sia, parang mag-e-explode ako! super hottie nia!

*switches to normal mode*nakakainis na tong ubo ko... nakakahiya na talaga.. hai... bukas pasukan na naman, at sigurado pag-uusapan na naman ang mga naganap sa JS Prom.. buti hindi ako sumama... pero aus lang kasi bukas, ipapalabas ang My Name is KSS! *sencia na ha... adik eh..*

work

waaaahh! nangangarag na ako! ang daming projects! mapapagod at ma-se-stress na naman ako... at may JS Prom at Foundation day pa.. *sighs*

Economics - magtayo ng isang booth na ang purpose ay magbenta ng mga product ng napiling rehiyon
TLE - gumawa ng research paper tungkol sa na-assign na report at gumawa ng written reviewer mula chapter 16-24
Filipino - gumawa ng research paper tungkol sa 13 na mga awtor na nakalista sa notebook namin at magpractice para sa comedy play
English - mag-memorize ng oratorical piece at magpractice para sa speech choir

anyways, nalalapit na ang birthday ng isa sa mga close friends ko--si Arra! *lol* ang tanda mo na! hukluban! hehehehe

kasayahan!

yesterday was fun! our arrival time to school was moved to 1:00 pm so i was so happy! so the hours before 1:00 pm was spent by biking and jogging at Manila East (near Mcdo).

actually we don't have our own bike (because the tires of Sheen's bike was flat) so we hired a tribike from a man for thirty pesos (1 hour). i'm not really good at riding a tribike, and i've had a bad experience from it. Sol, i ended up buming to a car. and the funny part was that, the driver was inside so we (me, Sheen and Gelou) apologized. great thanks to Gelou; if she didn't pushed us away, we might end up paying for the damages... *lol* but it really was funny...

but after that, i had managed to maneuver it well... but i have to bike it really slowly.

we (me, Talen, Sheen, Aubrey, Gelou) took turns in biking while Cel contended herself attaching to the bike while rollerblading...

after biking, jogging, and rollerblading, we returned the tribike, ate breakfast at Mcdo and went back to Sheen's house to get our things.

then, we went straight to Cel's house, and in there, we all took a bath together. we all went wild, messy and noisy inside the bathroom. ang saya talaga!

then Monina arrrived while we are all getting dressed. then, we had lunch and readied ourselves to go to school.

we arrived at school late and we rushed to the AVR for the seminar (True Love Waits).

the seminar was good and i really like the speaker: Mrs Maloi Malibiran Salumbides.

after the seminar, we went to Dior's house to celebrate her 16th birthday! *shucks! ang daming tao! pero masaya naman!*

ngayon, i'm listening to L'Arc's True album... ngayon na lang ako nakikinig ng mga songs nila at buti bumili na ako ng Awake album nila.. at yes! i already got my Kagrra's Hisai! hehehe.. thanks Cel! thanks to Chinny for the cds!

happy birthday Haido! ang tanda mo na!

i'm nervous! sana pasado ako sa USTet!

half...

tomorrow the dreaded cheering contest will be held at Marikina Sports Gym... and i'm so.... HAPPY! hehehe... actually, i decided to quit than to humiliate myself in front of many people or even wear SUPER short skirts! phew! but we (my friends, also decided to quit for their own good) will watch the contest to 'cheer' the cheerers.

anyways, we already had our first day of exam (3rd periodical test), and thank goodness the tests are not as hard as i expected it to be. the second day of exam will resume on monday...

and hell does not end in here...

i still have to do a research work for computer, an oral and written report, and the Physics project... *sighs*

but for now, i'll concentrate or rather preoccupy myself for tomorrow's event and also ice skating at the mall!

Purga na sa Cheering...

i'm relieved that our group finished the 'Romeo and Juliet' play. i was really nervous and jumpy for couple of hours before the actual play. who wouldn't be? if you're the one who will play the lead role as Romeo like me! but the play didn't turned out to be a disaster. i didn't know that it was also fun 'playing roles'... but it was really hard to evoke manly feelings... anyways, the audience liked it and i'm really happy about it.

*switching to pissed-off mode*

ARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

i hate people insisting you to do a thing you hate to do or simply pisses you off. and that's what i'm feeling right now...

even from the beginning, i really HATE cheering. as in uber. it's exhausting and stressful + it's completely pointless (for me). why would you do something that would deprive of your energy.

okay. maybe i'm becoming too offensive or OA, but i really hate it! it's not only the reason i don't want to join the stupid cheering competition (with other schools) but also, the 3rd grading periodical exam is edging ever nearer + the Physics project + the uber short skirt that we are forced to wear. i super hate wearing short skirts or shorts that shows off flesh or skin.

i don't know what i'll do... they want me to join the group to show my cooperativeness to my classmates and as what they always say to prevent me from defecting: "mahirap mag-adjust at isa pa mahirap kapag mababawasan ng isa."

not that i want to cooperate with them, it's just that... WHY SHOULD I DO SOMETHING WHICH I HATE? it's completely pointless right? i'm not a puppet--i hate being manipulated and forced.

*switching back to happy mode*

i already got my Hide's Alivest cd! Thanks Chinny!